Goal Journey – June 14, 2012

You Now

Problem

Goal

My Comments: 

rain FI: crying, emotional. KW: I’m already that so seems like a lousy goal. Maybe the renewal and release part. LL: Maybe look for conditions that allow renewal and release.

star FI: so far away and precious little light. KW/LL: not seeing the stars, not seeking or discovering anything fulfilling.

rod FI: something to hit with or be beaten with. I’m being beaten down. KW/LL: If I’m at this gate, i’m just sitting there not deciding whether to command or use discretion.

PS: I’m drenched, sitting in the rain/mud with a lightning rod in my hand. There may be a star shining, but I’m not looking at the sky. Dejected.

BP: I don’t have one, except holding a divining rod and laughing because it’s raining and I don’t need to find water. Still, it’s a bitter, insane kind of laugh. I need to come back when I’m not so down.