Ok…This is an attempt to use SJ for tracking my…um…Attachment Issues…
Ok, I got the Star of Asperiation….I’m still aspiriing to be "sober"
K
Star of Aspiration
"The Seeker"
Star
Discovering
Ok…This is an attempt to use SJ for tracking my…um…Attachment Issues…
Ok, I got the Star of Asperiation….I’m still aspiriing to be "sober"
K
Star of Aspiration
"The Seeker"
Star
Discovering
The Star of Aspiration is about transcendence. Typifying this is "The Seeker," the being who is always looking forward and looking beyond. The energy is that of DISCOVERING; the more you look, the more you find. It is not a matter of surpassing others but of transcending one’s own views.
In the picture, the Star’s center shows energy, or consciousness, rising up and out of its own light.
The Star of Aspiration is shared between the eleventh and twelfth Houses. Therefore, the energy of "The Seeker" is part of "I EXPAND" and "I MERGE." It also creates the light of the Sea of Stars Within (xi).
The problem is Fire…I cannor handle my own fire…My own life is more than I can handle…I sedate myself with Fire water…5
Fire
State
Expressive
Consuming
Intense
The Fire is in the House of The Spirit Incarnate (V), and it represents the mixing of the Stars of Inwardness and Laugh. Therefore, the Fire is the condition of "I PROJECT," an outgrowth of the energy of INTERNALIZING combining with EXTERNALIZING.
he goal, like the chest is to both have a chest for inner feelings, a safe place; and the courage perhaps to look inside my own chest of secrets, to process what fuels my unfortunate attachment to being high…drinking Alcohol…
AND…it was really painful to be Hung-over talking to Mamata this morning on Skype…. REALLY SAD.
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Chest
Star-cross
Hidden Feelings
Stored Knowledge
Reserved
Secretive
The Chest is about our reserved side, what is held back from the world. It symbolizes hidden feelings, emotions that are held in check for one reason or another. The Chest can also contain stored knowledge, that is, information that does not currently have a use. It is the part of use that appears reserved, not willing to do or say certain things. And it is a facet that can be secretive, holding something back from others.
The Chest is composed principally of the Stars of Change and reaching, and it lies in the House of The Motion (III). The Chest is expressing "I RELATE" through the energies of ADJUSTING and REACHING, and it is the former energy that helps us keep the lid on the energy of the latter. The Chest is also an expression of the Sea of Birth (iii).
Ok…adjusting to this format. Never mind…I’ll do it on the iBook.